I'm sick and tired. Literally sick ( or at least it seems like i'm getting sick) and tired. I've had a headache that just wont go away. I've been at home with the kids everyday with no break for quite a while. The only break I've gotten away from everything was a couple hours on New Years eve. All I could wish for right now would be a nice little weekend trip like I took last March with my girlfriends. We went to Denver for a girls only weekend. We went to the Grizzly Rose, we went shopping and just forgot all our problems and responsibilities for 2 days. It was great. But right now a repeat is just a dream because of everything going on right now. This weekend alone I'm helping at my son's federation wrestling meet and then on Sunday I'm supposed to help a gal with refreshments at church. On top of that I have to drive an hour to my parents house to pick up some papers that my daughter needs for her girl scouts meeting on Monday. Also on Monday is my brother in laws birthday party. I also need to catch his fiance to see who she wants to invite to her bachelorette party so I can figure out a way to have fun without offending anyone.
Today isnt as bad as the last couple have been. I'm a little down though since I looked at the February calander to see what I have to look forward to next month. Next month will be my older brother's 33 birthday, if he were still living that is. He passed away on June 13th 2002. It still hurts but I think I'll get into that another time.
I think I'm going to try to get the kids to take a short nap so that I can lay down for a little while. I really hope that I dont get a call about the latest job I interviewed for while I'm laying down. Oh well if I do. lol. If I dont get it I dont think I can feel any worse than I already do and if I do then maybe I'll start feeling a little better.
Well, thats my mindless rant for the day. Maybe later I'll get my rant about my brother off my chest.
Later all.